Pishawww.... (aka- I can't think of a title)

"Welllll Hello!" My roomates and I have these wierd littler phrases that we accent strangely, and "Wellll Hello", and "Wellll I do!" are probably the best examples. It's so sad. Chelsee is leaving me in a week. :o( I think I just might cry. Over probably the last 4 weeks we've become even better buds than before, which make the whole thing all the sadder. But, Good News. She's dating someone!!! But guess what guys, this one is soooo good to her. He's not like all the boys that are written about "elsewhere". He's like the stupid boys who are confusing... So far anyways. So, No need to fear ladies. There is still Hope. She's so incredibly happy! I remember a while ago, we were talking about all of the roomates. We were talking about what is that everybody talks about... "Well, Rachel talks about Moises.. Dorothy talks about how angry Don makes her...Julie mentions the countdown til her wedding (daily).... Teri used to talk about Matt...." Anyways, my point is, that now Chelsee always talks about Jordan. This isn't a bad thing by any means. It's just cute that she found someone that she loves to talk about... meaning he makes her unbelievably happy!

Well my dears, Isn't it amazing that school is over in 4 days!!! Thank goodness for that too! I don't think that I slept more than 10 hours all last week. It was tragic for me. Something so precious was put on pause due to 3 papers and all the junk that comes with that. They're over though! I survived! I hope that you all are surviving as well! Just think, (well hopefully) all the classes that you took will be over forever! You'll hopefully never have exactly the same stresses again! You're closer than you were before to getting whatever it is that you want! Yes! Getting what we want... such a nice thought. :o)

Oh yes! My brother is coming to town tomorrow!! That'll provide much amusement. I probably won't see a whole lot of him though. Apparently my sisters and my mom have him scheduled to do their landscaping. The poor guy. I think I shall make an appointment with him as well... he can... do my landscaping? No.. I don't know, we could provide ourselves with some sort of entertainment I'm sure.

Well, I suppose I really don't have all that much to say... maybe some other day.

Putting the Pieces Together

She's walking down this winding path,
with so much on her mind.
She goes over all she's come across,
and lets everything unwind.

She's trying to comprehend it all,
her life is coming fast.
Should certain things still be concerns,
or should it all lie in her past?

I'm walking about this pathway
hearing voices amidst each step.
I listen to them carefully.
I've heard them and often wept.

I wish I knew the solutions
to questions eating me away.
Will these feelings ever dissappear,
or will they forever stay?

She's left wandering and lost on this course
When will it all straighten out?
But then she realizes
something good Can come about.

She asks for strength in her life
for without help, she'll most likely stray.
With weeping eyes, and a broken heart
she gets down on her knees to pray.

"Please help me in these times,
while I'm struggling to be strong."
"I'm sorry for my weakness,
with help, I know I'll heal before long."

She knows he's been beside her
as her soul slowly fell apart.
He took track of all the pieces,
and now, began to fix her heart.

Every time she thought of him
and asked for help each day,
He took another broken piece,
comforting; making things okay.

He knows her more than anyone.
He loves her with no end.
He wants so badly for his child,
to be happy; for her heart to mend.

As we struggle down this winding road,
let him, your forever friend be with you.
He'll help you through any trial
let his joyous light shine through.

... Okay, Well, I'm sorry if you find this unbearably cheezy, but it helped a little bit.... Unfortunately, I must go to class now!

Have a wonderful day to all of you who read this. I guess to those who don't, it'd be great if they had a splendid day as well!

"What's this? What's this?"

So, I really don't have much in mind to say. I don't have a topic, or a great idea. I just kept singing this song and couldn't get it out of my head.

News: I ordered a digital camera! Yay! Maybe I'll actually be able to take pictures on this camera. Well, hopefully. That would be ideal anways. Maybe even GOOD pictures! :o) Like this One! I'm thoroughly excited. Don't be alarmed if when I'm around any of you guys I seem to be playing paparazzi. Hint: Just humor me, and play along.

Well, apparently my friend Alice from Helena is in town. But, she is in town with another friend who I never really knew very well.... and she scares me a lot. But, Alice wants to hang out. And yes, I'm '19, but I'm a social wimp I tell you. I'm really afraid of being around a lot of Helena people. Because honestly, that's why I went to school my senior year at Provo High, to get away from them. Not all of them of course. But just ... some of them. Maybe I'm too harsh, I don't know. What I do know is that I love people here in Provo, and they are indeed different from a lot of people there in Helena, Montana.

My fear is that okay, Alice, and this other girl will be there. As well as Sam, I love Sam, she's awesome. But, then this other girl is going to call Jordan, and most likely Ryan..... ahhh. Frightening. Jordan was pretty cool, but I get all nervous and awkward around people I haven't seen forever. Plus, he and Ryan are both 19, and haven't gone on a mission yet. And I'm guessing it isn't because they're saving up for it. I'm almost positive actually.

What am i talking about? I make this sound like it's the most uncomfortable thing I'll ever do in my entire life. Really, I'll probably go. I'll sit and talk to all these guys. They'll probably say "Remember when we did this?" " Crazy"! Then we'll most likely laugh our heads off about it, and it'll be just peachy. I'm making a huge deal out of nothing. I'll be just fine!

Now, I should probably go and finish a few pages of my paper - then I can play! Yay!