"What's this? What's this?"
So, I really don't have much in mind to say. I don't have a topic, or a great idea. I just kept singing this song and couldn't get it out of my head.
News: I ordered a digital camera! Yay! Maybe I'll actually be able to take pictures on this camera. Well, hopefully. That would be ideal anways. Maybe even GOOD pictures! :o) Like this One! I'm thoroughly excited. Don't be alarmed if when I'm around any of you guys I seem to be playing paparazzi. Hint: Just humor me, and play along.
Well, apparently my friend Alice from Helena is in town. But, she is in town with another friend who I never really knew very well.... and she scares me a lot. But, Alice wants to hang out. And yes, I'm '19, but I'm a social wimp I tell you. I'm really afraid of being around a lot of Helena people. Because honestly, that's why I went to school my senior year at Provo High, to get away from them. Not all of them of course. But just ... some of them. Maybe I'm too harsh, I don't know. What I do know is that I love people here in Provo, and they are indeed different from a lot of people there in Helena, Montana.
My fear is that okay, Alice, and this other girl will be there. As well as Sam, I love Sam, she's awesome. But, then this other girl is going to call Jordan, and most likely Ryan..... ahhh. Frightening. Jordan was pretty cool, but I get all nervous and awkward around people I haven't seen forever. Plus, he and Ryan are both 19, and haven't gone on a mission yet. And I'm guessing it isn't because they're saving up for it. I'm almost positive actually.
What am i talking about? I make this sound like it's the most uncomfortable thing I'll ever do in my entire life. Really, I'll probably go. I'll sit and talk to all these guys. They'll probably say "Remember when we did this?" " Crazy"! Then we'll most likely laugh our heads off about it, and it'll be just peachy. I'm making a huge deal out of nothing. I'll be just fine!
Now, I should probably go and finish a few pages of my paper - then I can play! Yay!
posted by Babs @ 4:10 PM
6 Comments:
At Friday, April 07, 2006,
deb said…
Man, that would be crazy. I can't really imagine hanging out with some of my friends from junior high. Good luck. Hopefully it won't be too awkward. good luck with that beasty paper you are writing.
At Friday, April 07, 2006,
Nikki said…
I really do think it sounds as awkward as you make it out to be, because I'm really crazy in social situations. As in, I don't act like my complete self. Just half way. Good luck.
At Saturday, April 08, 2006,
Babs said…
Thanks for all the support. It actually was pretty much one of the most awkward experiences ... not of my life, but probably this year. I acted half way like myself... but I sometimes feel like these people remember me the way I was in Montana... but I'm not really anything like that really anymore. I don't know. It's hard to explain. But it was awkward... as is the word "awkward".
At Saturday, April 08, 2006,
smart alec said…
Yeah, seeing people you used to be friends with but haven't seen for quite some time is really wierd. I don't know how to act because they knew me one way, but now I am different, and I just don't have any idea how to act. I try to be myself, but it's just awkward, it's true.
My case in point is Danielle. We were best friends, and then hated each other, and then never saw each other until I randomly became her bridesmaid. It was definitely interesting.
At Saturday, April 08, 2006,
Babs said…
oh wow, that really does sound pretty awkward. Especially since you hated each other for a while... I wouldn't know what to do. Way to get through it though Ali, you're a strong one. I think I would just... die. Okay, that may be a tad extreme, but I might play dead... or maybe just sick... how about hooky?
At Monday, April 10, 2006,
deb said…
Teri, I am glad that you like us. We like you...or at the very least, I like you.
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