In a Writing Mood...

Hello Everyone!

I'm very sorry if you've become nausiated when you look at my blog due to the fact I haven't updated it in quite some time. I finally figured out how to get onto blog again since it updated blogger. It was a tough battle between the computer and I, but I finally won! ( Or so I like to think )

Well, What is new my life?

Um, first of all yes, Scott and I are dating once again, and happier than ever. Except, I'm not so happy about the fact that he will be home all Spring/Summer term. That pretty much sucks no matter how I look at it. He plans on working full time, possibly taking up another job since he thinks he'll have nothing else to do.

As for me this summer, I'm not quite sure what the plan is.. I've been stressing out as far as what I should do, and what will work out... I've been looking into an internship at DisneyLand - for the experience, as well as the fact that it is only 2 hours away from where Scott will be. But, if it isn't just for the summer, I'm too chicken to do it. - Or - I could stay here, work at Apex with Alyssa doing Data Entry for $10 an hour hoping, while going to school full time with the hopes of finishing my Associates Degree. Or should I just finish that next fall? ? ? Should I find a different job and work full time? Oh yes, then where am I going to move in the Summer? Fall? There are too many uncertainties, that my head is going " just don't think anymore... maybe the stress will dissapear" :O) But it doesn't, and then when I realize that it hasn't, it's even more stressful.

Anywho, Those are just my stresses, I realize it could all be worse and other people have bigger things to worry about. But for me, at this point in life, I'm getting nervous about a lot of things. Being close to 21 gets all fuzzy, and confusing for me.

California? or Provo?

I guess find out pretty soon...