...It's A Boy!

Well, I wasn't going to do this... but I have nothing else to blog about really! So, Here I go anyways.

I had an insane dream the other night. I was more like a nightmare really. From what I remember, it started out with me in the hospital, and I had just given birth to a baby boy! Ahhhh haha... scary. Anyways, So, I'm freaking out inside because 1) I could actually feel pain that was supposedly from having this baby 2) I had apparently had this baby out of wedlock 3) I swear there was absolutely NO WAY it was possible that I could have ever been pregnant in the first place and 4) How the heck do you try to explain something like that to your parents, when You Really, REALLY never did anything to ... you know what I'm saying. Babies just don't pop out of no where.... I won't get into any more details about that.

So in my dream I'm puzzled, cause I didn't have a clue I was pregnant in the first place, then all of a sudden BAM, there's a baby. In my mind I was trying to comprehend how all of this happened... so I was looking at the baby ( he was adorable by the way) and trying to figure out who he could possibly look like. (Hahhahaa, I'm sorry, but this is all true in the depths of my dreams... just stop reading if you're wierded out. ) I came up with no solution! But I remember being so incredably sad, cause all of a sudden I had a baby, without a father... one I didn't know who it could possibly be, and then of course I had no husband. It was a sad and lonely feeling let me tell you. But the other side was so excited, because I felt attached to the kid.. Odd.

Anyways, that's all I remember... I woke up all emotional really early in the morning, then went back to bed, and thankfully I don't remember any more dreams from that night. Dreams are quite amazing though aren't they. They just show how wierd I can be I suppose. Hmm... oh well.

Well, I hope that everyone is doing wonderfully! I'm currently procrastinating going to open lab for ceramics. I think that my brain kind of put ceramics and waking up early all into one, so right now I'm feeling a ... "Yuck, I don't want to go to class." feeling, when in actuality I love ceramics... I'll just have to get over that as soon as possible.