Thinking Out loud...

Today, Sunday May 15th, I slept until 2:00 p.m. and awoke with a relentless head ache. 2:00? That can't be normal! Whenever I am home, and I don't have to work, I sleep! Am I sleep deprived? Probably, but why does everyone else get along fine without their precious sleep?

Let's see if I can be completely myself, and how I wwould write in my journal on this thing. I don't know why I really care what I write about anyways, cause no one ever writes on here, and they probably don't know that this exists anyways. So here goes.

Today I did absolutely nothing effective. After awaking at 2:00 from my sister coming in my room and saying " Oh k, good. I thought I should come check to see if you were still breathing. Well, alrighty then.", I mosied downstairs to see where the party was at. The boys were making a river outside while Lynita was "watching" them, but actually working on something for Girl's camp. She then suckered me into watching them while she went to some church meeting that I was actually supposed to be at. I'd probably rather be watching the boys play with water than sit through a girl's camp meeting, and listen to all the leaders argue about what we're going to have for breakfast, lunch, and dinner the entire time we're there. I don't ever want to do that. It seems like a lot of the leaders fuss about the wierdest things that right now I just don't and can't fathom appreciating. Don't get me wrong some of my leaders at church are awesome... but I just fear the day that i don't have anything else to do but worry about what we're going to eat for breakfast at Girl's Camp and insist that everything be made from scratch to "make the experience better"! Oh so frightening! I know that day will most likely come. My mom always worries about the little details in her calling. Like when she makes the programs for sacrament meeting. She'd always come to my dad and I and ask our opinion about the font she would use, or the format. Who the heck cares, I bet about almost 80% of the people use that program to write their names on when they can't stand to listen to the speakers anymore, or if not, they give them to their kids and let them do whatever they want with it to keep them from whining. Anwho, let's see I don't know remember how I got on that tangent... but anyways, then I made myself some tomato soup because I felt like crap. I played some cards with Lynita until she got tired of losing , and seeing me get so enthused about beeting her at a card game, jk! Let's see... yes, I've done absolutely nothing, and now I'm writing about my absolutely Nothing of a day. Wow... it just keeps getting more pathetic doesn't it. Anyways.
I guess I did feel motivated to clean my room... but that didn't happen. I hate that I feel almost a sense of accomplishment after coming up with the idea of cleaning my room. I always say to myself " You should clean your room, it'd make you feel so good, and then you'd have a great week, cause you wouldn't have to wear the only ugly clothes you had that were still clean, and it'd make life so much less stressful." But it still hasn't happened... the last time my room was clean was when my mom was here for my Joseph Smith Commemoration Performance, and it was because SHE did it. How SAD is that?! My mom who lives 8 hours away right now still cleans my room! Hahaha. I actually find it a little comical.. but anwyays.
No school tomorrow! Yahooooo! It'll probably be another absolutely nothing day...unless I miraculously decide that I actually WILL clean my room. That'd be fantastico, but anywho!
I guess I'll talk to ya later, and if someone actually DOES in fact read this, besides me, I'm really sorry!
Word of Advice: HaVe A SOMETHING oF a DaY oKaY!!
Lotsa Luvs ~ TERI